Bolonm

What’s a mother left to do when in the wrinkled chapter of life her children are bygones, memories of  tears stifled like sneezes. 

Bolonm
Delapidated house in Micoud, Saint Lucia. Photographed by Tony Joseph

What’s a mother left to do
when in the wrinkled chapter of life
her children are bygones, memories of 
tears stifled like sneezes. 

What’s a mother left to do 
when her water-beaten plywood 
flooring brays like the frog bouncing 
in her kitchen sink. 

What’s a mother left to do
when, at that blessed age, 
night and day rock between 
the hopelessness of a two-dollar
loaf from the sporadic bread van
and the joyous certainty of death. 

What’s a mother left to do
than to plant her egg beneath 
her pillow, and on the Christ’s third day,
break the morning, commanding:

Sèvi mwen,
Serve me.

What’s a mother left to do
than to get a twavayè: 

Clean the house, 
Weed the yard,
Trim the breadfruit - 
it too tall, 
it beating on the house;
empty the gutter.

What can the priest tell
a mother about her bolonm
when he have his already.